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Has not been a very good day for me.. was feeling a little low.. and what best to lift one's spirits than to write a post.. :)

I can’t believe I trusted you
Yet again;
How do you do this?
Give me the same pain
over and over again
Yet every time
I experience it as anew.
I have walked out
that open door,
more times than you could count
my return has been more frequent
I hear people tell me so.
I am bound
to you without chains,
Close me inside your palms
for I don’t know what is right anymore..
what is mine,
and what I cannot demand.
Close me inside your palms
for I am about to cry.
I am not weak,
But somehow
I can’t help but cry..

hmm.. Feeling better already..